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Friday, June 19, 2009
Drama, Love, Relationship
Artist: Babyface
Youtube Link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P3I8L1ofD7ALyrics:
Its not about who is right, or who is wrong
Its not about whose weaker, or whose strong
Its not about whose innocent, or whose fault
It ain't really about that kind of thing at all
Its not about who does it, or done it, or did it to whom
Don't matter if the both of you lose
Its really not bout nothing, except for me and you, girl
(Chorus)
Its all about drama, and love, and relationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you don't ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Don't let no body come between you, you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Its not about the stupid things that we say
We're always saying stupid things anyway
Its not about the secrecy or the lies
Girl everybody has got a secret to hide
Its not about who was he, or was she, whose creeping on who
Wont matter if the both of us lose
Its really not bout nothing, except for me and you
(Chorus)
Its all about drama, and love, and relationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you don't ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Don't let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Ain't bout your pride
Ain't bout your self
Its about the two of you, and no one else
Ain't about the hurt
Ain't about the lies
Ain't bout the crazy things that's running through your mind
Its bout the love that has supposed to last and never die
(Chorus)
Its all about drama, and love, and relationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you don't ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Don't let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Repeat Chorus
lots of love, hugs & kisses,
♥
CIISI-IIE GII2RLIE
♥ Drama, Love, Relationship
posted @
12:47 PM
Saturday, June 06, 2009
Heartless
I don't feel him recently.. Feel like he's gone.. Too much damage done that can't be undone..
I don't feel good.. Yet i can't blame anyone but me..
Am i really heartless?
On the contrary, this song titled heartless by kanye west just captured my heart.. However, i prefer the version done by american idol season 8 winner, kris allen.. Try have a listen..
lots of love, hugs & kisses,
♥
CIISI-IIE GII2RLIE
♥ Heartless
posted @
3:02 AM
Thursday, April 09, 2009
i kept my promise...
we met and talked earlier... though not much... i told him how i felt that fateful night... the night i thot maybe things could change for the better but instead it changed for the worse... so much so i felt that even if we patch things up, it'll never last... lost all hopes in an instant...
there were so many more questions but there is no point in asking cos all that had been done and cannot be undone... so i decided to leave it at that... the rest of the time we just talked bout general stuffs, listened to some new songs in my mp3... im quite surprised we could face each other very calmly... made jokes here and there for old times' sake i guess... and finally said our last sorrys, goodbyes and well wishes...
never expected things to turn out this way btw me and him... it ended like how it started... so sudden, so unexpected...
i know i will have a tough time getting over this... the first real pinch of reality i felt happened last saturday when i walked down the bustling town alone... felt so alone, lonely and invisible... just got to get used to it... adjust myself all over again... be my own companion...
to my colleagues: jie jie, peh peh, boboi, lee... thanks for making me laugh all the time at the office, during lunch time, dinner after e runs... those funny fun times actually take some of the pain away thats hidden in my heart... you all make my days easier to pass by...
to the girlies... i'll be fine... i'll be back... sorry for being MIA.. u are all in my mind... and i know u all will always be there for me... but just needed to be alone for a while...
to tt... thank you and sorry...
to nee... the destination may not turned out the way we wanted... but the journey i had with u was the best one ever despite the many quarrels we had...
i dont blame u for this... i have my own faults and flaws... we both know wat went wrong in our relationship which leads us to the break up... it's not just wat happened that night but all the unhappiness that built up throughout the relationship...
... ... ...
i really miss u, nee... your hugs, your kisses, your smile and laughter... miss spending time with u even if it's just chatting away at the playground... i will never forget our first dance..
i love u very much... i've never loved any other man like i love u... i wanted so much to make the relationship work... i want u to know i tried right from the start... even to the point of giving u time to get over your ex-gf... putting u first in everything i do... making special occasions memorable with little silly stuffs... maybe it was too much or maybe it wasn't enough... but i never thot i could love a man like that... everything i did for u was sincere... thank you for giving me the chance to do all that...
im not proud of certain things i did... but i hope u wont hate me for that... may u find your own happiness...
*pause*
this is my one last cry as im writing this entry... been holding the tears back for far too long... time to let it go... and after tonight, i will try not cry over this relationship anymore... easier said than done...
but i have to move on...
lots of love, hugs & kisses,
♥
CIISI-IIE GII2RLIE
♥ i kept my promise...
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3:13 AM
